Sometimes, I wonder why?

When I’m with my friends, we’re like a total bunch of green people. We even talk those stuffs in public. Like a lot? but trust me, it’s all just for fun. That’s why I love them because I feel free when I'm with them, I can be whoever i wanted. It’s not that we’re too rude, open, wild or a pervert or something. Srsly. You won’t imagine how far we can go. Even us? about quiet sometimes, got shocked. If you could hear us, or be with us? We talk green like over boundaries or below the belt already which is kinda unusual, because my group are composed of boys and girls, and obviously we should have limitations. But with us? I find it, we’re already too comfortable to each other that we talk green with no malice at all.

I don’t find it bad. I find it pretty exciting and good. But, sometimes I just wondered why we talk like that? Like what my friends says last Sunday, that we’re not even like this before. So, What made us changed this way?

Do you also wonder? What brought you, on what you are now?

Options. Choices. We decide. I guess. Maybe.

*I missed class today that’s why my post was like this, i missed a day of fun with my friends. Blame it on the weather? too inviting today. And it got me.

SHUTTHEFVCKUP

Nobody's perfect. All of us have flaws. Everyone do have a weakness. 

I just hate when a person used the weakness of a another person, just to put him/her down for even more. Isn't that obvious, that the person you're putting down is already lying on the floor? fvck you for not seeing that.

The person already feels useless, lost and nothing. And you? a pathetic bitch making others life more miserable because of the fact that you think, doing such will make you look cool.

Well FYI. That won't make you look cool. Because doing such? It's like your saying hi to hell, bitch. Beware. Don't push yourself to the limit. You also don't know what others are capable of.

I'm not good as it is, but i'm not bad as you think. I can proudly say that I'm a good friend. I gave my all to people I trust. But I do have boundaries, so when the time you reached my line? that's the time you'll see how bad I am. I'm a bitch for people who deserved it. 

Age doesn't matter

I still don't have the idea of how can I love a person whose really older than me or younger than me, which is absolutely over or under the boundaries of my prefer age to be with. I'm now at my twenty years of living, and I prefer ages of not beyond 23 and not younger than 19. But this were just words of my idea,  I still haven't closed my door for some possibility that I could fall to a person whose on his 30's or even on his 16 or 18 of age. I haven't try yet, but if that kind of fate and love will be given upon me,  i'm fine with it.

I just watched the movie "The Rebound" starring Catherine Zeta-Jones and Justin Bartha. A movie about an older-woman-younger-man combo. Where in Sandy ( Catherine Zeta-Jones) got a divorced, now on his 40's and move to city for a new life and then she met Aram (Justin Bartha) a 25 year old man who became the baby sitter of her kids and suddenly became her lover.

Things get crucial as sandy became too paranoid about their age status, she might thought that Aram should have life what is a 25 year old man be doing and not having sex with her, taking care of her kids and loving a 40 old woman that is pathetically ruining his youthfulness. They separate ways, they both have an amazing single life after they broke up as they pursue their dreams and become successful. Years after they met again, and what sweet is? Love is still there. The love Aram have for sandy is a love that is true, so as, sandy. They really love each other whatever their age gap is.

The movie made me realize that, AGE REALLY DOESN'T MATTER. Age is just a number. If love is really there, age doesn't matter anymore. If you're into this kind? Don't mind others who made bad talks against the relationship you have. Well, we can't totally blame them if this really against their will or whatever. But, as long as you're both have the same level of maturity, how you acted right towards the kind relationship you have, the respect, the love and trust you have for each other is there and you both happily living together. That's what matters.

Valentines Day

A special day to feel love and be loved in an extra manner. A celebration of  love with your special someone. A day to show how much you love someone. A day full of extra special love.

How sweet it is to have someone you can show your love with? To spend a special moment with the person you love? Holding hands. Eye to eye. Sweet kisses. Warm hugs. Giving flowers, chocolates or even stuff toys. Candle lit dinner. Romantic dances. Sweet words. 

How about the single ones? How are they gonna spend Valentines day? Hmm.

Valentines Day is not only for lovers, this special day is for everyone. Even single ones can show their affection to the person he/she love. To his/her admiration, family and friends.

Also, Valentines day is not the only day to show love. A person who knows how to show love and accept love? To them, Everyday is Valentines day!

Love can make you nob but it can make you also the best person you could possibly be. Because love can make a person strong, you can give up everything just to give what's best for the person you love.

Love rules the world. Love owns the body and soul of a person. Love is deep, indescribable and amazing. Amazing in a way how it works to a person's life, how it change a person from hatred to love, and how love blows away sorrows of the heart. Love conquers all. Love is everything. 

Thank You

Thank you? is a simple word but full of meaning. It's thoughtfulness has no boundaries. An undying gratitude that is endless and appreciation that is ever flowing and growing. 

Good thing or bad thing, say thanks. People forgot to say thank you when they're feeling down but when things go on their own way, they forgot it too. Or when they're feeling down then they ask for help and  things got solved, that's the only time they remembered how much appreciation should be given unto.

Seeing street children begging for money, food and longing for home?  Awakes me how lucky i am to grow in a healthy environment. Lucky us, because we can have three meals a day or even more and a home we can call our own.

Generation to generation. Parents unsolved trial will be pass to their children. And their children, who has nothing to do with it? carrying it like it's their fault. Too bad because, they were born in this world to live good and not to suffer. That their game is about to start but they lose already. It's like their youthfulness has been taken away. 

I can't even say that life is really unfair. Because I believe, in God's eye we're all his children and He loves us fairly. He gave our life and trust us to drive this in a good way and don't make it a waste.  On up or down, whatever your status in life is? There is no one to blame, but you. It always starts from ourselves, what you are now is because you choose to be that way.

There are a lot of things we should be thankful. The life He gave. The water we drink. The food we eat. The air we breath. Friends we can count on. Our home filled of people we love. And a lot more.

Yet still, Contentment is just so hard to reach. It's just sad because we tend not to appreciate the things we have now. But hey, wake up. You are lucky, give thanks for that.

Thank you is a big word. Say it if you mean it. Thumbs up to those who have the guts to say thank you!

PS: Sorry for being a bad child and thank  you because still,  you never fail me.Thank you God for everything. Thank you!

Little things are the bigger things

Everyday is another day of happiness and loneliness. No one knows what could happen to you. Every minute of everyday is a challenge we have to take. Whether it's good or bad? It's a God's gift.

A 100 dollars would not be complete without one dollar. 

People tend not to appreciate little things because we aim for more. We don't see the value of something until you see it holding by others hand. I might say, our generation is really far different from the past. People are different now. Things are different now.

But what's inside us? it comes from the past and it is still the same. We change but our memories don't. We still have it, running and flowing.

Learn to appreciate. Learn to accept what you have. Cos what you have now? is what you wished for before. Look ahead but don't forget to look behind. The past is also our future, what we are now is because we learned it from the past. Past makes the future.

One Sided Love

A relationship is composed of two individuals who worked fairly for the relationship to grow and to stay strong. It's give and take. 

But what if? The other half has much love, he/she makes more effort for the relationship, he/she is the only one who makes the relationship grow, he/she makes decision for the relationship?

And the other half? He/She says, I LOVE HIM/HER AND THAT'S ALL.

Love is not enough or should i say, the love you have is not enough for you to stay in the relationship. Love is just a word if you don't put actions on it. Love is nothing if you don't work for it.

It hurts to love a person when that person don't love you back. It's like falling from a tree and no one's waiting to catch you up.

Better to wake up before it's too late. Better to learn how to ride the waves or learn how to swim to save your self from drowning.

Love is not selfish and rude. Make it fair, make yourself feel good. You deserve, too.